thank you oh so much ..

k'so first of all you think your so cool , but your not. people think you try to hard and that your stuckup. you call me ugly,weird , and stupid, but your not pretty , you say the stupidest things , and you dont really have as many friends. i would say "oh im not trying to be mean." ,like you did yesterday when saying that i couldnt sing and i shouldnt try, but if i said that then i would be lying. im not going to spare you your feelings cause you dont spare mine. your a bully, a bitch. if someone doesnt do something you like then you lable them as a loser. or if they dont "look" right then you wont say a word, no scratch that , you wont say a nice word to them. you bring everyone down,you jugde them based on a first word.you talk about me and my firends behind our backs (like what did we ever do to you) , i know i hear things , btw its called wispering, i know what you say, you called two of my bestfriends whores, wich is stupid cause they dont flirt with every guy that like them, and they're still virgins,but do you know how many people talk about you ? how many people hate you? believe me theres alot , and me and my friends are on the top of the list. you have to watch what you say, cause if you didnt say shit , then no one would hate you, no thats not true , we would still hate you cause you think your a princess , and everyone one should bow down to you. pfftt, they day i bow down to you will be the day that pigs fly, so when you start flying i bow down.

rant done for now.

second of all;;

today me and crystal, vanessa, stefanie,and kim, finally had a better practice, but i was kinda bad, so after practice , crystal and i went to the wash room , and we worked on my singing. i wasnt doing good on my part so we swicheddd, she worked with me , and i nalied the note! yaayyaa! ms.coma was outside , and she was like " yes you did it"

i was so happy, i was like proud. then we went to french where we watched shes the man. lol that movie is so jokes.then me vanessa , and marylin went to sing at last recess, for a different song,and we have harmony, and veryy gooooooood notes LMFAO! i cant wait till grad.

well thats all for today

xoxo

jhewlsss

say goodbye

"Say Goodbye lyrics
Things are changing
It seems strange and
I need to figure this out
You've got your life I got mine
But you're all I cared about
Yesterday we were laughing
Today I'm left here asking
Where has all the time gone now
I'm left alone somehow
Growing up and getting older
I don't want to believe it's over
Don't say goodbye
Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight
Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I
And although we knew This time would come
for me and you
Don't say anything tonight
If you're gonna say goodbye
Do you remember In December
How we swore we'd never change
Even though you're leaving
That our feelings Would always stay the same
I wish we could be laughing
Instead I'm standing here asking Do we have to end this now
Can we make it last somehow
We both know what we've gotta say,
not today Cause I don't wanna leave this way
And if it's over
It hurts but I'm giving you my word
I hope that you're always Happy like we were Happy like we were
Yesterday we were laughing (if you're gonna say goodbye)
Today I'm left here asking (if you're gonna say goodbye)
And although we knew this time would come for me and you
Don't say anything tonight If you're gonna say goodbye. "

Everything seems so real , i mean like it really feels like the end, and im not sure how i feel about it .like at times i feel so happy to be leaving , but im sad to leave ! lol . so yeah , nothing really happend today. we just cleaned, and took pictures thats pretty much it.
bye bloggers.

liveeee.

heyheyhey!
lol i know im weird. well this weekend was livee! : ). let me fill you in. ohkay so on saturday me and whitney went to the mall.we shopped around, the we were so very hungrry that we went to MickyD's. YUMMERS.so then we met up with filip. oh joy* heavy sarcasm.*
lmao.so we went to the movies. as we were walking i was like to filip , " look at that little girl there just stare at her , she'll get scared." guess what , i was rightt! oh yeah . then we were passing these "gangstars" and filip looked at them ,a nd this guy just stared at him , his face was like " why the fuck would this retarded emo be staring at me. OMG! HES GAY!" lmao!
so then we watched " gosghts of girlfriends past" . good moviee (Y)
then after the movie , we went to playduim, fun fun.
i got ,a duck, whitney got a mouse in a dress , and filip got candy.then we went to chapters to get picked up. whitneyy felt like starbucks so she got a vanilla creame frapp. and got me a caremal light.so then whitney slept over. yes. we were very boredd. so yes. today me and whitneyy had a nice bike ride, YAYA!
well imma got, watching double jepordy (sp?)
byee bloggerss.

good things come to an end. . .

well hello ther bloggers,
im so bored guys that , im bored, if that makes sene.GAH. yesterday we got our highschool time tables lets see what i have 1 sem. ohkay from
8:20-9:40 - french
9:45-11:00- religion
11:05-11:45- lunch.YUM
11:45-12:20-math. EW
12:20- 1:00-math.STILL?
1:05-2:20-gym.
HOLY SHIT! I ONLY HAVE FIVE MINUTES TO GET TO MY FREAKIN CLASS?!?!
whatever. will make the best of it.
BUT 2 SEM IMMA FREAK! science+english+geo
3 fucking exams! i cant hanndle that !
well yeah whatever. ill shoot myself. problems solved!
CRYSTAL IF YOU'RE READING THIS " NO IM NOT GONNA SHHOT MYSELF"
LMFAO!!
well yeah. today was fun? i guess. me vanessa, crystal stef, and kim , finallly made a good practice! yeah-yeah. thank god that kim and stef taugh me how to do the note! if you two are reading this! " THANK- YOU!! love you guyss<3" let me just say this, i dont think our class will have a grad. somepoeple are stupid.the thing is imm scared for after grad. highschool i cant even think about it. i know that when im in highschool ill bee like " EW. elementry school. where have i been for the past 10 years." but at the moment , im scared to say goodbye to my friends finally, and have a change. exams , just perfect.now it would be better in i had my best friends in the same classes. : (
SAD ME.oh well. ill get through it.
well yeah. i came home . ate tacos. then had to go to the doctors. bad news guys . i have a very low iroin, i have to take pills, and in two months i have another bloodtest. oh joy.
well imma go,
byee bloggers

who are you now?

june thenth. 09

first of all:

yeah so what the fuck is wrong with you. you act like im invisible to you, what now i dont matter to you?its not that i hate you. and its not that i LOVE you but i want things to be the way they were. kay? is it so hard to be around me ?did we change that much?i miss you .please forgive me.

second of all:

today huh? whta happened today. well our school had the year and mass. it was broing, but jokes. lol everyone goes quite and ben was like " we are singing. no " and it was loud. LMAO. so then when it was over we headed back to school ,a nd out for resessss where my friend vanessa pulls me with her , to talk to ms.liptay. it turned out that ms.liptay wants vanessa to sing! lmao! but vanessa didnt want to do it by herself . so guess what ?! im singing at grad with vanessa. so eccited. (sp?) my liptaly also wanted people to do harmony. so we i asked my friened stefaniee and kimm. yes very eciting. lol so that was the highligh of my day.